tragicpassions

To this space that was left out, it's because you filled that space in me <3

: tragicpassions; July 30th, 2011

"
Most people live on the path they set for us, too afraid to explore on the other.
But once in a while people like you and I come along, who knock down all obstacles they put in our way.
People will realize free will is a gift we’ll never know how to use until we fight for it
I think maybe that is God’s real plan
That maybe one day,
They won’t write the plan,
You and I will.
"
We create our story, a love story. A beautiful one.
And I owe everything to you and God.
God has been merciful and kind to me, and you have been my pillar of support for these few torturous weeks to both of us.
I appreciate your efforts and gestures...trying to make the best out of these few weeks before uni officially starts for you, and internship for me.
I treasure this relationship, and I treasure you even more.
I love you baby :) You've been the one for me, and the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.
Thank you <3
Here's us (after seeing so much other people's pretty picture)!

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: tragicpassions; February 17th, 2011

"People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway.
For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway."

- Mother Teresa

once we realise this excerpt, will then we truly live life to the fullest.

Awsumz - self explanatory

: tragicpassions; February 2nd, 2011

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: tragicpassions; January 19th, 2011

Letters to Juliet.

The journey of reflection and memories recollect and plough through. Life's uncertain, one may plan for all he/she wants for long term, but one blunder, just one, will cause that path to be ruined. And guess what's the most upsetting thing to know is that it's never gonna come back. Never.
Life is all about trusting the One and hope for the best in every step one may take. Be it beneficial or detrimental to one, it happens and always will happen for a reason. The most uncertain and anxious decision is to step up and make that real, and trust that everything's gonna be well as planned by the One.
It's time to head back to something that I've long neglected, and I'm very apologetic of.
God, I want you forever in my life. Take me as your child, I pray.

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: tragicpassions; January 18th, 2011

All I need now is someone who's willing to be there for me, be there to understand my situation, be there to listen to me, be there to erase those shitty happenings in my day-to-day activities. Not someone who is so critical over small squabbles, who gets so worked up over nit-gritty issues where they can't tolerate simple scoldings, and who doesn't bother or want to take the time off to really find out what's happening in my life.
I need someone who shares my burden. Not adds to my burden.
I long for the day that happens, because right now, this whole mess is foggy and I'm still uncertain whether or not to dive back into the mist.
Because I was hurt, I was disappointed by the mere words one can say, so subtly, so sharp, and yet made me cry and want me not to look back. Because I believe, even the simplest words in the world can make the greatest impact to one's life.
Till then, to whom it may concern, do realise your faults and if you do want it back, go get 'em. If not, it'll be a long while till something happens.
Cuz I know my faults, and I see myself changing. I appreciate kind remarks, but diss sarcastic and hurtful ones like anyone else.

"There comes to a point when you just have to let go and give your heart a chance to heal."

I think I'm giving my heart a chance to heal because you don't know, by just merely saying you're annoyed and dish away those words and shrinking away your responsibilities, you've hurt me so bad. Till this point, I really feel it's too tough to carry on.
I guess the times when I fought through, battled through with you to get past your traumatic examinations were times that you'll never understand my pains and efforts. It's time to focus on the things that I used to value more because after all the times I gave up on for you, it seems like there's no mutual understanding.

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: tragicpassions; January 16th, 2011

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don’t and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it’d be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."

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: tragicpassions; December 8th, 2010

Current Mood:: crushed

All I need now, is just your support.

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: tragicpassions; September 3rd, 2010

Current Mood:: emotionless

I think.

I give up.

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: tragicpassions; May 9th, 2010

As much as I want everything to work out, I don't want to be the one who goes back in and apologise and change myself again.
One may view me as stubborn, but I have my reasons for doing all these.
I always remember this purpose when I first entered into a relationship with you: (that is)
to nurture you as to become a better individual to learn to deal/cope/settle/manage everything you are handling as at the moment.

I'm not sure whether you understand why I went through so many times of breakups/heartaches/quarrels
but I certainly know why I went through all that, for one very simple reason.

It is true that what we started off is of a very basic reason. but that simple reason is very strong, even till today. now.

Well, all I can say is...
if you really treasure and have this hunger or want for this relationship,
trust me, you will want to salvage it and not look things so pessimistically to yourself.
It's not about a matter of selfishness or selflessness...
It's just a basic reflection of what everyone or any particular person has done for you..
I'm thankful I've taken a step back to see this at a much bigger picture, but I hope you do too.

I may be born with a simple life, simple family, but my experiences thus far have taught me many valuable life lessons to make me to be the person of who I am today...

Till the point when you decide to want me again, just know that I'm always down here, waiting for your phone call/text.

This may be the very last post of this blog. and could be of this relationship...
Like how maybe I've predicted an ending like that.

I'll end this post with the blog's name: Tragicpassions.
Best wishes to your everything and maybe to your thoughts too.
I love you.
And Good bye.

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: tragicpassions; May 2nd, 2010

The next 7 days (and thereafter) will be a test of whether your actions prove that I should stay on.
It meant not to be a reflective period for me, because this time round, I'm not settling issues with myself anymore.
This time, is the time when I want to see, what I've done, what I've sacrificed, what I've so called put in for the past 20 months are really worth it, before it leaves me with no choice to let it all go.

One week, seven days. Within seven days, one have 168mins to prove one's love and integrity to his/her partner.
I'm sure within that amount of time, even my casual friends can do something.
It is all a test. Believe me, it's real, after 7 days.

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